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IF I HAD MY WAY; A PROJECT

inspired by stacy kranitz's fulcrum of malice, james baldwin, and a gospel song by blind willie johnson; if i had my way... not much to say about it now, other than a lot of my heart is going into this despite the polarizing changes between inspiration and dead tired. while u're here, i highly recommend to listen to o.g. leadbelly - where did you sleep last night / in the pines

full title: THE PLYMOUTH, AND THE HOUSE GREAT GOD IF I HAD MY WAY I’D TEAR THIS BUILDING DOWN BANJO PLAY, RAW SCREAM, GOOD MULE, BLEED BLEED BLEED EVERYONE KNOWS SAW THROUGH THE ARTERY THE PLYMOUTH, THE HOUSE GREAT GOD IF I HAD MY WAY IF I HAD A WICKED MIND I’D TEAR THIS BUILDING DOWN


MARCH '25; a playlist

  • DIVINE INTERVENTION / ZULU (R.I.P.)
  • DODGER BLUE / KENDRICK LAMAR
  • THE PHOTOGRAPHER: ACT I / PHILIP GLASS
  • PLUG IN BABY / MUSE
  • CARRION / FIONA APPLE
  • LIMP / FIONA APPLE
  • FUNNY MAN / CHAT PILE
  • INNER CITY BLUES / MARVIN GAYE
  • WELCOME 2 LEATHER BOULEVARD / B. COOL-AID * PINK SIIFU * AHWLEE
  • AMBER WAVES / ETHEL CAIN
  • INBRED / ETHEL CAIN
  • DOG DAYS / ETHEL CAIN

nothing valued is here

raised in nuclear desert, ANODYRE, abigail gore is just trying her best. a bit of an empty project, i wasn't even sure if i was going to add text, but here's a tiny introduction to my idea of her. she's part of the growing limb that stems from my forever project, end of the valley. the premise revolves around dying parts of the world and how they're being severed off via weaponized enviorments, nuclear war and etc.

the title comes from the long-term nuclear waste warning message:

This place is not a place of honor. No highly esteemed deed is commemorated here. Nothing valued is here. This place is a message and part of a system of messages. Pay attention to it! Sending this message was important to us. We considered ourselves to be a powerful culture.

most likely, this will not be added to the storymaking tab, but the page will remain. you can view it here


music

  • current fav: Deftones - Korea
  • song: Fiona Apple - Carrion
  • song: Mitski - Crack Baby
  • song: Ethel Cain - Amber Waves

games

    all time favs ♡

  • bloodborne
  • rdr2
  • darkest dungeon ii (sarmenti, damian, dismas & reynauld)
  • gta v
  • ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

    currently playing

  • baldur's gate 3 (PC)
  • bloodborne ng+ (PS4)
  • the pillars of the earth (PC)
  • cuphead (shoot me in the head) (PS5)
  • to play: THE LAST OF US II, S.T.A.L.K.E.R SOC, SOMA